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1412
02:20
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Everything I did felt lost.
Nothing I did changed.
Everything I did felt lost.
Everything stayed the same.
Feel like a mutt chained to the ground.
Left you aside.
I left you behind.
I can't explain all this pain.
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Widow
03:04
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I've pushed my feelings away.
To you my life is a game.
The value of what I live for is something I can't understand.
Every time I fall feels like the last time I'll stand alone.
Maybe tomorrow ill get off this floor.
Throw my body away like you don't remember.
I still wonder what's it like to have you by my side.
I'll never know, ill never know what's it feels like to have it back.
I never realized you left me here.
I never met the man who should've raised me.
Every time I fall feels like the last time I'll stand alone.
Maybe tomorrow ill get off this floor.
No one should ever feel like this.
This place should be abandoned.
This is my final chapter.
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Mind Games
03:55
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My heads a mess put me through hells test.
Vivid pictures run through my head as it holds me down.
Hoping I'm dead.
Forcing me in my sleep.
Vibration of it closing in.
My eyes become dim.
I can't let it in.
Photographs of my life run through my head.
Time is coming.
What am I becoming?
Hearing the voices that haunt me at night.
This is holding me tight down.
Let me drown in their thoughts.
My eyes go in circles.
Can't breathe.
Help me.
Can't move a muscle.
It takes hold of me.
Scared of what I'm becoming.
Scratching as hard I can.
It's not god hearing me out.
I can't let out a shout.
Is this the end?
Tick tock it's coming.
What am I becoming?
Tick tock it holds me tight.
I don't see the light.
My heads a mess.
I don't think I'm alright.
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I don't know what to think.
I don't know what to hear.
I cant comprehend.
I'm in my own hell.
Let me take you.
Down memory lane and show you what drove me insane.
Countless beatings until the numbness took place.
Even in my own head.
I felt dead.
I forgot about myself.
Scratching these walls till my nails went numb.
Pulled my hair till it ripped off.
You just needed it.
Words don't do it justice.
Free form.
Lifting.
No one up next.
Down there.
I don't wanna feel this anymore I'm better off being beneath the ground.
Traumatized by the world I see.
I can't imagine a world without you next to me.
I don't wanna feel this anymore I'm better off being beneath the ground.
Traumatized by the world I see.
I can't imagine a life without you next to me.
Nothing ever stays.
This is my sweet melody.
There is no remedy.
I'm just a problem that was never detected.
Always the one fucking rejected.
I'm just a problem that wasn't erased properly.
This is my sweet melody.
There is no remedy.
Bury with me with my arms tied behind my back.
Now lay me in a shack.
Everytime I fell.
Felt like the last time.
Same shit.
Different story.
I can't think of this right
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Old Hag
03:12
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It haunts me in my sleep.
I feel you in my room.
No smile on my face since my life will be ending so soon.
It haunts me in my dreams.
Thinking of ways to take me away.
Sitting on my chest while you grin.
Your green eyes dip into mine.
I feel your cold hands wrapped around my throat.
Your green eyes dip into mine.
I let the crows watch me rot.
I can't breathe.
I can't leave.
I can't see.
I'm just terrified.
Of the way you strangle me.
It's a grip that I can't let it slip.
I'm begging on my knees.
All you wanna do is watch me bleed.
I'm begging on my knees.
All you wanna do is watch me bleed.
I can't even close my eyes without you creeping up next to my side.
I can't even close my eyes cause of I'm afraid if I'm dead or alive.
Old hag.
My brain is not the same.
My brain is going insane.
Lord forgive me.
It won't let me leave.
Let me go.
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There's always something to bring me back.
I have repeated this too many times.
Somehow I always find myself here.
I can't find an answer to all this.
Agony oh agony.
Why haven't you left yet?
Save me oh save me.
You always find a way back inside.
So the story goes.
It won't never leave.
So the story goes.
Twisted thoughts in my head.
So the story goes.
Why am I the one who only feels this way?
(I see) snakes in the eyes of my friends.
Frayed ends don't amends.
All the paths to you lead me down dead ends.
Now I live in the dark, always constant disbelief.
If there's one thing that I know
I don't feel human and I lack strength to grow.
I'm losing everyone.
I'm left with nothing.
Just another beginning.
I can't make it work.
I'm going berserk.
Am I insane?
Or is it in my head?
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